I’m having trouble maintaining my confidence because of the calm around me, and I feel lousy about myself.

My birthday feels eerily calm, as though the world has forgotten to acknowledge this milestone. 

Today is my birthday, a day that usually brings joy, laughter, and heartfelt messages. Yet, this year, an unusual quietness surrounds me. The morning arrived with hope, but as the hours passed, the silence lingered longer than expected. I checked my phone, glanced at my messages, but the familiar pings of celebration never came.

It feels strange. Birthdays are often filled with warm wishes, little reminders that we matter in the lives of others. But today, the absence of those words leaves me with a deep sense of stillness, almost as if the world has forgotten. I ask myself, Is it me who has changed, or is it just the circumstances of this year?

Despite the quiet, I remind myself that this day still holds significance. I reflect on the journey I’ve taken, the lessons learned, and the growth I’ve experienced. Maybe this is a moment to celebrate myself, in my own way, without waiting for the world to join in.

There’s a certain beauty in silence, after all. It offers space for reflection, for gratitude, and for inner peace. Though no messages have arrived, I am here—present, alive, and aware. Today may be quieter than expected, but it’s still my birthday, and that’s something worth celebrating in its own unique way.